Wednesday, May 18, 2005
fuCked up
m bac ta blog..its lyk so long nv blog le!!!
shumin's forcing miee 2 write.....promise her lyk fer shooo long le...=P *sowee*
okie lets c....quite stress out nwadaes....family gt damn loads of prob...granma in hospital and deres noting i can do bout it...mum sclding miiee...using me as some kind of chuqitong...sist oso scld miiee fer no reason jus bcos she has a bad mood...nw even fwens oso gif miiee probs...i had enuf!!! i have my limits okie...
tis fake smile which i bring 2 sch everidae....wifout fail....do u guys realli tink tt i m happi..cheerful.....if u tink so...den yr soo fucking wrong....i tot tt by jus fakin everiting out....everyting wil jus pass by miee...in e end...it jus gt worst....sum1* even shouted at miiee...in my own hse...in sch..i let it bypass miiee...bt in my hse...using my com....have i kept 2 myslf fer too long...too long tt u guys treat miiee as a joke.....i tried gifin ppl encourgement.....bt do i gt bac encouragement den....."dun tel her! lata she win miiee!!!" or "aiyah...u are so stupid..." sometimes even "can u shaddup.." FINE...if u guys wan miiee to FARKin shutup...np...i will...*1 even stare at miiee..* dun act dao... hu e farkin hell u tink u r 2 diao miiee...ARSEhole....
mayb i care too much bout others...mayb i sld jus stop botherin n tink bout myslf........
___*heys shumin...hope i din scare yar 2dae....tink tt was e 2nd time u saw miee cry in my life in xms rite...sori yarhhss....jus cun control it....*peeppeep* =) feel so damn fucked up 2dae....sori!!! ___*
haish....dun tok bout 2dae le....too much things have happened...SJAB...even btw u*shumin* n miie...
hais.....so fustrated....dun even wana bother bout others nw....
`king and queen~
shumin n steph
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shir[bg[:]